Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Burnt.

I have not been directly affected by the apocalyptic bushfires. I'm here in the safety of my home in the big city, dealing with all the usual life goes on crap. But like most of us in this situation I feel as if my guts are being rotted by the ongoing horror of it all. It gets worse every day. First it was the rising death toll, then we began to see the faces of those who perished and hear the stories of those who survived.

We gave money, but it doesn't feel like enough. I plan to hold off on grocery shopping till Friday because Coles Supermarkets will donate all profits from that day to the Bushfire Appeal. And we rang our doctor to see if Fixit and I, despite our various disorders, were eligible to give blood. We're not, of course, and really I knew we wouldn't be, but it just seemed to be the best thing I could give after money. That's how this disaster makes you feel; like you want to give your own insides to help.

Other wannabe blood-givers can register here.

17 comments:

  1. Like you I am sick to my gut. I find I can't read the news anymore. I can't stand to read the survival stories. I can't read about the children. It breaks my heart.

    I spoke to a former work colleague this morning. They have four employees who have lost everything and those employees have lost loved ones. She is the HR manager at her firm and has been arranging temporary accommodation, groceries, counselling and essential items for these employees. We talked about those people without support. The strawberry farmers, the small business owners who saw their homes and their livelihoods go up in flames. They must feel as if there is no hope.

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  2. You have been on my mind as the stories make there way over here.

    We're familiar with regular fires here in California, but this one you guys are experiencing is just horrifying!

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  3. We will all do what we can - like you I can't give blood but money can be donated and groceries bought on Friday.

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  4. Yep, Coles THIS Friday, and Safeway (or Woolworths for our interstate friends) NEXT Friday.

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  5. It's all so hard to get my head around.

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  6. It's awful. I can read the articles, but I can't watch any TV or listen to anyone on the radio. It's too raw and it breaks my heart.

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  7. I am so sorry. Apocolyptic is an excellent description. Knowing that it's going on is traumatic. I can't imagine what kind of hell it is for those directly affected.

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  8. By the way - anyone else having trouble not seeing the word verification string lately?

    I found that if I click "Post Comment" then "Open frame in new window", the comment area will be opened in a new window and the graphic will appear there.

    And, um, Hi Stomper! Sorry for all of the dumb comments I haven't left lately! Wait ... maybe I should rephrase that. Never mind.

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  9. The only recent event that compares in devastation is hurricane Katrina.....I'm glad you're all safe and unharmed. My heart goes out to all those who are not.

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  10. Well said Stomper. I have nothing more to add, it all feels too surreal.

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  11. How devastating. I'm glad you and your family are safe and sound. Praying for the ones that aren't.

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  12. I add my condolences. I'm so glad everyone is pitching in to help those who are devastated.

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  13. I can never come to terms with the enormity of events like this. It is just heart breaking.

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  14. Hello ! Even though you are kicking my ass in Facebook Scrabble, I will concede to feeling exactly like you do. Like donating money isn't real enough. I want to actually help. I will be doing the Friday shopping thing for the next two weeks, the blood thing, and possibly the make-something-and-sell-it-on-ebay-for chairity-thing that I've just read on Auntie Cookie's blog.

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  15. I'm glad you guys aer alright. I can understand that sense of urgency in giving. At least that is a good thing. These horrible events draw people together.

    Wish it were better. Sorry for the losses.

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  16. Money seems so inadequate, doesn't it.
    I have been shocked at how shattered I feel. I feel as if I don't have the right....

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  17. Nothing to add but more sympathy.

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